DJE 0038 and final dear diary

 

Dear Diary Journal Number 0038, and end of D-J-E

Yes Mister PIP, endlessness is quite hellish.

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

OH THE GODS; DOES ETERNAL LIFE SUCK!!!!!

There R a group of 333,333 entities that R a party of the great MILLIONTH-COUNCIL consisting of precisely 1,000,000 entities that indeed R astrally elected roughly every 8 million years as time would seemingly feel in mortality, and these one third of the MC is the BRIGGER CULT. Hollywood entertainment world movers and shakers and studio owners themselves as well as smaller similar other global groups, R a controlled counterpart, manipulated and used by special entities, phase-4 entities, that R created by Brigger-Cultists just 4 this mission. No one on the mortal world owns this powerful force or cult. But invertedly, the astral or spirit world group does manipulate and control, and in a very real sense overall, does own the entertainment world, and this definitely includes Hollywood. They have shaped the mortal world society and altered each year and decade, the very way that all of us live and act and operate, what is the in thing to do and B and think, and what puts U out of it as well, but no one on Earth is behind this no matter how egocentrically and Donald Trump’ish they may wish 2 in fact vehemently disagree with what I am proclaiming tonight. Now seriously look at tonight’s L&O show and then the plot after 1897 ended on Dark Shadows and Barnabas was forced against his will 2 become part of the Leviathans, and they returned back up to present times in 1969. This blog tonight will not hope 2 even scratch the surface of an iceberg totality that could sink a Titanic ship at sea. It really is this huge. Here is a tiny whittle example Elmer. Mrs. Goodfellow raping my school chum Russ, his coming over at 1 AM 2 my Oaklyn apartment, whether it was Dellway Arms or (Michael Dell’s way, armed with computers), getting me 2 burn up a powerful document that 2 this day seems 2 have a huge effect on the entire Astral Plane as Scylla’s mother visited me recently in a dream and came 2 me as a child, Mariena; and told me that she had her own version of my book called, THE BOOK OF BEACH, and the chain being stolen and the asterisk Chemtrail, and on and on and on, Russ either knowing that my mom was out that night with her boyfriend Sidney Crown or just didn’t care, what I’m getting at whether Jamie’s Dad on MC cares or not, or cares about Gary 7 or Doctor Joe Gannon; still I am getting at this one point. Way 2 much all happened 4 this not 2-B some gargantuan and humongous astral world plot. Now I have come 2 the conclusion once I left NJUSAESMWG and came 2 live in Flowerland-USA since the tail end of the 2009 year all went down, that I had miscalculated something pertaining 2 the great awesome JESUS CHRIST-MENTIONED, “MILLIONTH COUNCIL”, in the gospels. I thought that there had 2-B one million actual astral entities or Purgatites in this elected governing groupation, and in fact LIGHTNING came 2 eventually reveal 2 me that I was indeed in error with that assumption. Instead rather, the energetic truths add up 2 one million PG's, (pico-glory's) and then one third of this total energetic truth is all a part of the party that is known as the BRIGGBASE LAMBRIGG SOCIETY, or 'cult' as the Earth term would go perhaps, and the other two thirds of this total energetic truth is all a part of the party that is known as the SAHASRA DAL KANWAL MAJORITY or 4 short, the SDKM, and is pronounceable as the 'SAD-CAM'. It does not mean however, that all purgatites have absolutely equal valued energetic truths, or thinking of this humanly, we can take any group of peeps, B them children in a school recess yard, an office, a beach, a public park, whatever. The average human being has a fairly similar amount of physical power or strength, and if all muscle groups in the human body were 2-B all combined together and then tested 4 strength in some scientific and accurately measured system, such as various forms of exercise machinery; an average of all humans would not actually vary all that much from those even at the weakest or the strongest polarity extremes of very weak or very strong. Now on the ASTRAL PLANE, we have 9 groups of purgatite existors and each group is approximately 1,000 times more energetic in values, and this indeed is a large and vast difference. But in measuring the Millionth-Council, and its 2 parties that do in fact resemble the two party system here in America and on the waking world Earth-Planet, not counting the smaller parties under the main ones of [R] and [D], we do not measure the equalization in actual amount and number of the entities in each party, but rather as what totals up at all times, 2 exactly one third and two thirds of the entire three thirds entirely of the MC or the whole entire grouping or as is spoken astrally, the 'groupation'. The smaller one third party must always B exactly the same energetic value of the larger two thirds party, and it has 2 equal out 2 the most nth and infinitesimal degree, at all times, and of course in timeless purgatory, there IS NO TIME, so we won't even try going there 4 right now. Now every kalpa interaction, which would feel sort of like what approximately 8 million years of averaged life-interactions would feel like on the waking world Earth life as a human being, there is the GREAT ELECTIONS, and this is what the
'KALPA' means astrally, electing the members of the great M-C. “This is the actual English-Earth-World converted grunt sound word translation”, according 2 THE GREAT LIGHTNING GODDESS DIANA Z-A. THE APOSTLE PAUL IN THE CHRISTIAN BIBLE REFERS 2 THE GREAT GODDESS DIANA QUITE FREQUENTLY, IN HIS AWESOME STORY, TOLD IN THE ACTS OF THE APOSTLES, OR SHORTENED SIMPLY 2 “ACTS”. Moving on here, I am not going 2 do a refresher course in all that Diana has told HER 'little boy' or me, concerning the ops of the infinite-timeless Purgatory, and only what is needed 4 me 2 get into all of the stuff now, that I wish 2 open up, YO. This is going 2-B about my days after my mother's murder by the ATLANTIC CITY MONSTERS, not 2-B confused any time ever, by anyone, with the 125-A Westmont-WSMT, 'SHADOW MONSTERS' from my 1965-1967 unfathomable and inconceivable horrendous surreal nightmares that continued 4 about 2 solid years and in some serial continuing way of horror that dwarfed any Halloween or Scream movies or shows about ten times over or better, IPYT peeps!!!!!!!! Beginning with the next writing, I will go back 2 using terms of 'blog' and 'Mountainpen', and 'Morianity', and my Morianity project online, and all of the old stuff, since I've decided not 2 go into a private only could type of recording, at least 4 now and until further notice, so those terms along with going back 2 my saying 'peeps' and or 'folks' will also B resuming again, YO BRO!!!!!!! There is a reason that our true energy-self when we crash into sleep each daily cycle, goes 2 particular places and experiences exact interactions, that U all keep calling, “DREAMS”, just as the fact that there is no random 2 anything at all in this physical life, merely an endlessly complex and disguised pattern. A computer the size of a city block if it was condensed into the inside of a human skull and still was able 2 operate the way that it did B-4 the size conversion, would allow a person with such a brain 2 go into any casino and watch a dice game or a wheel game or whatever an din twenty minutes or so give or take, B able 2 place bets that won nearly every single time. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS RANDOM, and all things R merely powerfully complex and disguised PATTERNS that go beyond the human ability 2 decode in real time. Even Professor Einstein said that he knew of only one way 2 beat roulette, and that was cheating when a dealer turned away 4 a second. After watching the great movie 'CASINO', I wouldn't recommend it, although, I do think they got many ideas from my 1994 book long B-4 their marvelous movie, called, “THE PERMISSION BARRIER”. NOW STARTING RIGHT NOW, DEPENDING ON HOW LOW OR HIGH MY THERMOMETER GOES, THAT MEASURES THE VARIOUS WEEKLY HARASSING PERSECUTIONS DONE 2 ME, BY THE SICKO WOMO-SPACEFORCE ENEMIES, WEEK BY WEEK; I WILL BEGIN 2 TELL STUFF ABOUT THE ASTRAL-PLANE THAT WILL DWARF WHAT I HAVE TOLD SO FAR ON THIS NEARLY 2-DECADE LONG BLOGGING WORK NOW, that all started in January of 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I won't just talk about stuff that I now have conscious mind recall 2 of the other side of Mizz Jenny Love Hewitt's light, or the center of our MWG, same diff; as only physical projectors R able 2-C the light and anyone else would perceive only pure total blackness; but I will show U all beyond dern mind busting connections that no sane person could possibly totally ignore, in so much as I will reveal how junk from all of your own lives now makes sense in a brand new light, sorry Mizz white star hot 'J-L-H', no pun meant, and no rip off intended either. But I will blow a lot of minds 30 times further than anything that I have said or spoken so far since early January of the OHM-6 year, oh U awesome educator U, Misses Marola of Haddonfield, NJUSAESMWG's great mighty unfathomable COOLEY H-H-HALL!!!!!!!! All of my life fits together, an dyes, all of your lives do as well, merely in a different way since I now fully absolutely totally and completely believe that yes, 'I HAVE DIED, AND I HAVE GONE 2 HELL'!!!!!!!! Finishing up this little short squib 4 tonight YO, I was back in Hammonton-Blueberryville, NJUSAESMWG again in my sleep just last night, and not at the mechanic shop joint, but at my trailer, good old number-10 trailer in the Plageman owned MMM TRAILER PARK at 3100 South Jewelly White Horse Pike, AKA Route 30, and the famous road running through both the counties of ATLANTIC as well as CAMDEN, in good old wonderful non Desire Twinbay, 'NO-JOY-ZEE'!!!!! The experience was wild as most of my times when back there over the past 5-10 years or so, always gull slam R, so it seems!!!!!!!!!! 4 whatever the towel seepage effects reasoning behind it all, my transdimensional life at this place, where I never left, and am still residing there in that particular parallel universe; there R mind bending things going down around me there, sometimes my mom is with me and alive and younger, and she had never suffered with any of the Atlantic City hellishness. Sometimes law enforcement peeps R all a part of the situation, and R in my life, and even in my trailer, and even residing there with me, and then sometimes the great ghost-whispering girl herself comes there and visits me, and helps me with my own decades-old demons, huh there Roy C-W Senior; and on and on I can go here, but last night, my mom was in it, an dI was having a major car disaster, and somebody crashed into my rear right side breaking the door and then they stole a cassette tape and the recorder out of my front seat, and then I ended up buying a horrible clunker and the dude never gave me a title and it was a major horrifying total mess straight out from beyond the purgatorial gates of Dogtown itself, IPYT. My mom then began hearing air coming out of my right front tire on the newly purchased vehicle and when I went 2 check this outside of the trailer, it wasn't the tire, but a broken gas line that was near 2 where the car was parked and where in waking life no such gas line ever existed. My mom began running 4 her life and I was calling 4 her 2 not run up some weird long ladder type of stairway that seemed 2 go up 2 a water tower type of structure, again nothing like this existed in waking life that was remotely like that either. Zillions of other things were happening as well and I can get back 2 anything that I deem 2-B urgent concerning this at a later point in Watergate-Time, oh Senators of 1973!!!!!!!!!!!! Diana' FULL GORGEOUS MOON came up 2 greet me this evening. U-R beyond beautiful DIANA, and U-R the love of me' life, U awesome incredible teen queen U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posting up 2 cloud at 9:59 PM on 11/27/2023.