Tuesday, December 31, 2019

AFTER THE KNOWING, CHAPTER 11


'AFTER THE KNOWING'



CHAPTER ELEVEN



3:00 A.M. ON TUESDAY, 31 DECEMBER, 2019



HAPPY 71st BIRTHDAY, DONNA SUMMER.











Okay, we finally come to it. Before we actually type it all in however, I fell asleep watching fucking television around shortly past two this morning and awoke to a nasty rotten ass roach crawling on my left arm. I managed to fuckign kill the shit eating thing so HAHAHA. I sprayed the entire apartment again and have gone through twenty mother fucking cans of raid and am all out and will now be using the PELLET POISONS for both the roaches and the rats that I purchased several days ago at my local ACE HARDWARE STORE. Monday was the most horrible fucking day since the last most horrible day several days back, which was the worst day before the one before that, and so forth and so on all the way back now to the 15th of August in the year 1986 WHEN THIS NIGHTMARE FUCKING INCONCEIVABLE HELL AROUND ME ALL BEGAN!









AS MANY WOULD SAY IN THE DISTANT FUTURE, ''THE GREAT AND POWERFUL EXPLORATRONIC SUPERMIND SOCIETY TOTALLY ROCKS AND RULES OUR WORLDS''. WELL, NOT EVERYBODY AGREES WITH THEM, MISTER CHILD MOLESTER THOMAS J. REALE OF NORTHFIELD, NEW JERSEY!















BACK A WHILE AGO,

I was viewing the impeachment inquiry on one of the C-Span Channels, and shortly after it got going and before the late morning break, something happened that is very necessary for this blog to include, about my lifelong rival and enemy MILITUFORCE dirt bag, President D. J. Trump. While the Former-Ambassador of Ukraine was being questioned, the Speaker broke in and stated for the record, that Trump in real time, is tweeting out bad shit about this lady WHO HE WRONGED, but of course to hear him tell it, HE NEVER DOES ANYTHING WRONG and everyone else is always the BAD GUY. He then went onto say, and it made my day despite it already being a major fucking BOTBAR DAY, when he said that this is nothing short of “WITNESS INTIMIDATION” and it won't be tolerated as it is criminal illegal behavior, and that is my own paraphrase, but he said it in one way or the other, and IT IS TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY THE TRUTH, YO YO YO YO YO, and why NAUT, as Mister Chump-Rump IS a no good crooked criminal who cheated me and hurt me all of my life, ever since the day at the Jerry-Hammonton-Texaco, back in the fucking springtime of all great elusive non-butterfly laboratory technicians from PENNSYLVANIA, of 1984. I'll fucking cunt eating tell you all out here all over this damn ass globe, straight up and right powerfully on the square; this incredible shit, and I mean all of it, and all of its wild major unfathomable connections to the Mountainpen; ARE ALL STRAIGHT OUT OF MISTER FUCKING ROD SERLING'S TWILIGHT ZONE, yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shall we never ever forget that the illustrious and vely vely vely dangerous, dick in the mouth Bob McDowell Cooley 1972 Hall dangerous, went out of his way to tell me that the peeps that I am searching for all come from PENNSYLVANIA, and he said this to me right at his PITTSBURGH HOTEL AND ERIN BAR ON 10-SC AVENUE, in ATLANTIC CITY, NJUSAESMWG, on that fateful day of infamy all all great non P.H. DAYS, Patty or Pearl, on 7 February of 1997, two months after that wild major Mary Tyler Moore green dress wearing Astral trip I was I-Ching'd into, from my Somerdale, NJUSAESMWG **DEATH HOUSE**!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So here I am in REAL TIME, watching the Impeachment Inquiry on TV on 15 November of 1019, and being ICPE-APE-TECH slaughtered; huh ALL MERRY'S and MARY'S everywhere, in any colored dresses yo; even MAFCO RIGHT DRESSES; along with horrendous LOIS-FOCA song-tears, from the very early fucking nineteen-eighties yo; and then comes the great comment made by the Speaker who interrupted his party-colleague, and said what he did about TRUMP TODAY INTIMIDATING A WITNESS, LIVE IN OPEN CONTEMPT OF COURT, AND USING TODAY'S EVIL SOCIAL MEDIA TOOLS, OWNED BY THE FUCKING CUNT DEVIL ITSELF, AS I HAVE PROCLAIMED ALL DAMN ASS ALONG, YO YO YO YO BREE!!!! SO WOW THAT, lovely BIG owner-'O'!!!!!!!! The entire deal in the WHITE HOUSE and in WASHINGTON is not happening because of some random set of changing times. Nor is there any possible way of telling anybody anywhere in the entire galaxy, because nobody here is REAL and nobody here is REALE either, not even TOM from NORTHFIELD, NEW JERSEY. You cannot DIE over and over and over AGAIN, and continue to come back to what mortals call the land of the living, WITHOUT having something happen to you that HAS NO EXPLAINATION. Every person in the study of paranormal and psychic research will tell anyone any time that this is true, and that I am only echoing words spoken by recognized authority here. What I am not simply echoing here is MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE'S EXPERIENCE of seemingly being unable TO DIE AND REMAIN DEAD. The reason is so simple that a goddamn mother fuckign turd swallowing little moron child can see it while upchucking their candy bar. I merely THINK that I've COME BACK and really, I NEVER HAVE. Instead, I DIED and I WENT DIRECTLY INTO GODDAMN H-E-L-L!!!!! In NO REAL WORLD, could this entire thing with TRUMP and WASHINGTON POLITICS BE REAL, and I know this, and so do some of the PROPS HERE in my personal HELL, one of which is NEW GROUP LEADER (NGL). The magical PULL exerted upon me in the nineteen-seventies with Patricia Hollister and Jim Burr was very real, and it happened in a real world; and without any magical transdimensional newspaper boys, magical strobing flashlights or toys that might even be able to transform into moons. The absolute PROOF that this has not been a real place called the EARTH, for me, is not some wild tale told on a fourteen year old fucking blog, supposedly written by the craziest crackpot nutcase in New Jersey, Florida, or anywhere else for that matter. The PROOF is MY LIFE, and the PROOF is the unfathomable wild NEW WORLD, that has magically come upon us, without supposedly anyone else anywhere, ever becoming the smallest bit wise to any of it; and acting like this is all totally normal. One fantastic example is not only Donald Trump and what has happened since the middle twenty-tens in the world of American politics, but also how the Christian people have all sided with this monster demon and love him to death and claim he can do no wrong. Only in HELL could any of this make one bit of sense, and only in HELL could a life such as mine since August 15, 1986, BE HAPPENING. ONLY IN HELL could I be blogging to the same three or four dozen global traveling secret agents, labeled by me as the MILITUFORCE, and are anything BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT a kind blogging audience; and NO ONE ELSE; on this totally beyond sicko internet system thing, where no one is willing to ever show me how to work anything or how to do anything, and this entire thing makes 100 percent perfect sense, when seen in absolute truth, the only truth that COULD POSSIBLY BE REAL, and that is; I----AM----IN----H-E-L-L!













Only be realizing this quintessential mother fuckign HORROR, can things MAKE SENSE, and yes goddamn it mother fuckers; IT MAKES ABSOLUTE PERFECT SENSE!













But I did not truly die when I originally believed that I did. I now have come to realize that I died on the Atlantic City beach, one week after Patty had her way with me underneath the Central Pier. I had purchased a thin steak sandwich at the Denny and Cy eats place on the Saint James Place Boardwalk of Atlantic City, and had brought it to the beach, and I chocked to death on the sandwich, and I refused to believe that I had died, and I willed myself to continue on this physical life. After Patty Hollister did what she did, we talked for about an hour before parting ways on the fifth of July, Saturday, in 1969. she appeared to know my beach-pal Ziggy, and they began talking about some place in New York, I believe a neighborhood area somewhere in the borough of Washington Heights. During the talk that we had, she hypnotized me and made me think that I had walked through the low lying area under Central Pier and had hit my head on a cement beam. While we talked, she told me that she was going to be cleverly giving me a secret ancient wisdom technique after I reached the age of seventeen, and that if anything ever happened to me before I reached that age, I needed to say to myself, a magical grouping of chanted words that I will not give out to this HELL-PROP-WORLD I am stuck in for all eternity. Any time I ever have anything happen that will cause my demise, I automatically say these words and I DO NOT END UP A VICTIM OF MY FATE, and magically somehow circumvent around it. She wasn't more specific, but she made damn sure that I remembered the magical grouping of words. Every time any of us did, our brain always lives a short while, even if we are at ground zero in a nuclear blast, because the brain can change speeds, and will actually speed up so that a final one hundredth of a second can stretch into minutes of usable time. This is all a part of that known and shared truth of everybody where we all have heard that expression, “My life flashed before me”. Patty HHH explained all of that to me, and she then gave me the post hypnotic commands and then forced me to forget everything, and even when three years later appeared to come around, I never consciously remembered any of this. For five decades now, I totally believed that numerous times, I ALMOST CHOCKED TO DEATH on many different days in the summer of 1969 on many different Denny & Cy sandwiches, but it only really happened once, around the early middle of July. Still, 'CHOCKED' is a powerful deal here, because before I CHOCKED in another way in the late spring of 1983, nearly double my life later from the time in Atlantic City, I had been doing something with the FAWCES as Mister Hall would call them in 1990, that led me to this dual situation, at least in my opinion. When I made a major attempt TO ESCAPE something that I instinctively knew was being done to me and was happeneing all around me by way of the entertainment industry; and then attempted to get away from it, this was sort of acting like a TRIGGER, and it then caused me to have another CHOKING situation, but it also led me to a magical place just off of Grant Avenue in Northeast Philadelphia, where things would NEED TO HAPPEN in order to reset certain Marcucci/McCartney pathways, and schedules. I truly believe that this is the final and absolute explanation to many things once thought impenetrable as far as any chance of figuring any of this shit out with any reasonable bunch of logical concepts. The appearance of things all seemingly fitting together in connectable dots with numbers or dates or words or letters or places or any other possible conceivable thing, is merely the goddamn fucking byproduct of AN ORIGINAL item that then goes onto literally branch out in and through the lines of time or MIND-SEPARATION. My planning to run away to another country or attempting suicide or anything, is just a futile mother fucking endeavor, as I AM IN ETERNAL HELL, and there IS NO ESCAPE FROM THERE! I am too cunt lapping depressed to quote the mighty WORLD-PROP Sir Dennis Snyder here, with his somewhat now famous great quotation.









Nobody can be directly struck by lightning, and poisoned, and shot in a WAWA convenience store, smashed to shit in a fatal car crash in Woodbury, New Jersey, along with several other car crashes just as fatal, die from fatal heart attacks such as the one that I experienced at the Cifaloglio job site, and on and on and on, and keep coming back to HUMAN LIFE. But let's examine the magical PULL of JIM verses PATTY in all of this. My father woukldscream at me when we lived together at that fucking rotten apartment called the CARRIAGE LAMP in Clementon, New Jersey, and he would say, “Quit vacillating, pick a damn horse and RIDE IT, you can't keep switching back and forth from believing religious shit and then running off in the psychic world of the paranormal”. He would also yell at me, “Mark for crissake, this shit'll tear you apart”, you can't keep vacillating like this”. Now this was in the BICENTENNIAL YEAR of 1976, and I remember this hellishness like mother fucking puke sucking YESTERDAY, Mister MARCUCCI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









Patty Hollister pulled me one way and Jim Burr pulled me the opposite way, and I began to feel literally as if I was back in the mother fucking days of the Inquisition, on a torture fucking rack, and being literally PULLED AND STRETCHED APART. One day while at the home of Joann Marney in Berlin, New Jersey, in that same 1976 year, two psychics who were known in the psychic trade were over at her expensive lovely home in the country, and one of them had invented an incredible machine. She would ask it a question and actual voices would come out of a small speaker, barely audible, but they were definitely there. When she asked if I had a question for her magical machine, I responded with, “Why am I under this curse”? There was a gurgling sound for about thirty seconds or so, and then came a very wild group of sentences that I wouldn't forget if I lived to be 500 years old, which I will, and far beyond that. First I would hear Jim's voice saying over and over, “Mark, there's something in your family”, and then I would hear Patty's voice saying over and over, “Remember the Fascitar”. After three times of this had repeated, I heard a very deep and bellowing voice say in a very low volume, “Remember the great clock and the two half sides, and remember the polarities on each of those sides, as this is the answer to all of your question”!
















ROACHES---ROACHES---ROACHES

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ROACHES---ROACHES---ROACHES

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ROACHES---ROACHES---ROACHES





PUBLIC FUCKING HOUSING SUCKS!!!

PUBLIC FUCKING HOUSING SUCKS!!!

PUBLIC FUCKING HOUSING SUCKS!!!

PUBLIC FUCKING HOUSING SUCKS!!!

PUBLIC FUCKING HOUSING SUCKS!!!



BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!

BUT BEING IN ETERNAL HELL IS WORSE!













I mean, to quote Queen Katy and myself, “This is truly WEEDEEKAWUSS”! So I now say to this evil rotten wicked world in all parallel realities:

YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO, AND A BIG-ASS,



Florida's 500th AnniversaryVIVA MORIANITY!”





































The time was back in 1984, and I said to myself in SPACE-TIME-MIND, 'VIVA-MORIANITY'; along with some 'other not so nice things', most likely! Now I wouldn't fucking give you a DAMN VIVA in or out of lovely May-He-Co, or in this rotten place either, yo! Because this rotten fucking place is nothing other than HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL---HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!





















































































































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So no wonder my kid, and my aunt, are all a part of the WFMU INTERNET RADIO HATE PAGE, after all of this is realized! Still, to my frame of reference, they are just props, and I AM IN ETERNAL HELL, and this CANNAUT EVER BE ESCAPED FROM!















I've got fucking roaches all over the goddamn apartment no matter how much I spray the RAID or how clean I keep the place. I have the ILLEGAL GUESTS around here slamming the goddamn fucking doors today, kind Sheriff, sir. It's more fucking fun around here than Alice Ciminelli, and her barrel of jail bird American Honda guardhouse conversations, sent to the U.S. Copyright Office, on 1988's Valentine's Day monkeys!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe that I have been hit with another health assault on top of this, Sheriff. Another horrible fucking year is beginning for me, oh wonderful kind sir!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, my heavenly and marvelous life, measured by the standards of anti-matter, is just making me so thankful and appreciative of the blessings that flow from such a wonderful fucking GODDESS, who sends songs in my sleep that altered my life, and so many grand and glorious fucking things! So thanks a lot, Almighty Sarah-Stacey Jehovah Karge Krassle, Sheriff K.J.M., and thanks a lot, DAVE!!!!!!!!!!! YARRRRRR, Patty Hollister, maybe me buckin' hat's on crooked or something. WOW-THAT!!!!





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Yes folks, we can definitely call that my Mountainpen's Morianity Quotation or (MMQ) or anything else you may wish to, as this won't alter the following truth: When the famous and terrific agents, mentioned in that wild and cool report-documentary on New York City's WPIX-Channel-11-television show, back in 1988 non-Spellchecker monkeys; Agents Condor and Agent Falcon, said that people who open up their mouth, and say things that are not allowed to be said; those people will not be able to get a moment of peace for the rest of their lives; how does this then fit into those who were on the receiving end of all of this horrible monstrous mother fucking turd swallowing junk, LONG BEFORE they ever uttered a single goddamn word? THAT, oh great SIR ROCKDROID of the original STAR TREK SHOW, is the real Shakespearean query of the ages, on kind peeps and loyal Blogaudians!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes THAT is the question, Mister Bill Shakespeare, YO!











How I'll never ever fucking forget, ADA Ron Wirtz Senior, telling me how all of my damn answers to all of this nasty-ass mess; lays in the town of Carlisle, Pennsylvania. Right after he told me this incredible fucking shit, kind Sheriff KJM sir, POW, “My goddess non son of Sam girlfriend”, came over to my apartment and raped me, and this led to the miscarriage of my younger daut, PEE! And then there was the wild dream a few years afterward, where I was back at 1802 Robin Hill Apartments, and Paula came over to visit with me and tell me how I was too immature and that she refused to marry me, and that she had recently miscarried our child PEE. This is how transdimensional hyperspace works. We cannot go getting ourselves all fucking hung up on minor whittle details such as an event happening in one universe and not happening in another one that lies in localized hyperspace. No Spellchecker, the hypERCHRIST has absolutely nothing to do with any of this, OR DOES IT, come to reflect on it heredahelda and here, kind folks!!! I mean for crissake, it isn't every day that I am stopped and searched like a criminal by the authorities, for just sitting and telling a man about something from my childhood. But it sure happened that particular day in Medford Lakes, in the springtime of 1986. Maybe this is why the satanic demons of hellfire itself, struck Dave Roth and me so very hard, as after-all, it was directly following all of this, along with a tiny whittle detour through another Mister Rod Serling's Twilight Zone; called that special talk that took place in the spring time in the following year of 1986, at the Medport Diner, in Medford Lakes, New Jersey; regarding the “Great Sarah Krassle”. Along with these whittle pirate facts and YARRRRRRR's, and buckin' fuckin' pirate hats, I am wondering how Patty and her pal Santa are doing these goddamn days, yo????????????? But then, like who gives a fucking shit, to quote the kids who cuss?! Alligators or ALL I'M SAYING is that long B4I ever had a blog, or even shot off my mouth on RED-LINE-CROSSOVER topics, or said boo about shit; I have been given a no-peace persecution by these monstrous evil mother fucking HALLS-FAWCES. So it is not like anyone out here can go screaming into my ear, “Hey Mountainpen, this is all your own fault”, as my kid did about alligators, when I complained about all of these horrible things all over this place, and she said that I had made my bed and must now lay in it. Hey, she's totally right. Still, was this all my fault for real? Was this all my fault for REALE, for that matter? Was it me who teased you or you who teased me, every mother fucking time that I came down in 1997 to try and relax on the beach, and you tormented me with your sick demented evil WAYV radio station, oh mighty Patty-Paula?????????









WOW THISssssssssssssssssssssssssssss, Mizz Susan Erica AMC Snakes from 1983. Yes, Patty-Paula may very well be Sarah Krassle, or spelled with a fuller ASTRAL-PLANE name, SARAH-STACEY JEHOVAH KARGE KRASSLE. Yes there is pure magic in this incredible entity named Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle Sarah Krassle!







Why go to so much trouble doing all of these things, beginning with Misses Cooley Hall High Hell Marola, on Memorial Day of 1969, May 30th, and going all the way so far, up to the stunt pulled in waking life while I was at my non-choker Darius Evans Cifaloglio security job in 2009, two years before the transdimensional-choking deal, and right around the Lakehouse-choking deal, but yes, always (choking-1983 deals); with that WAYV magical stunt she pulled on me with the Regis Threat and magically getting me to tune into it from my car while on that job. Things like this JUST DON'T HAPPEN, not in any real life or real world, and not with this sort of endless fucking repetitiveness; and I know that you all know that, and I'm not being WAYV-cute heredahelda and HERE, yo! There was a night a few years earlier where I was at my trailer, #10 at the great and illustrious Mullica Mobile Manor of Mullica Township, New Jersey, USA-ESMWG; and watching one of those two famous magicians on television. I forget whether it was Blaine or Copperfield, but it was one of the David's. Tee-Hee-Hee. He told everyone out in the TV audience to think of a card. We all did, and HE GUESSED IT; and that would be a one in fifty-two chance; and I don't buy into chances, or long shots like that. Yes longer shots than this do indeed happen, and with more frequency than we all might think would be the case, BUTTTTTTTTT folks, I know that he did something, and I know that night at Cifaloglio with Patty-Paula, that she did that very same 'something'; and then things happened. Just because I am unable to properly explain it, I STILL AM ABLE TO FULLY REPORT IT to the goddamn mother fucking world, yo, and you can bet I do, and will go right on screaming out my pain. This monster and all of her FAWCES are behind it.































Since I am no expert with these computer systems, this will begin with a short note TO MYSELF. Hey dum-dum Mark, you screwed up. When you are looking for blog 4 and blog 5 of 2019, reverse it on your office-dock-file, you know, if you want blog 4, type in blog 5, and if you want blog 5, then type in blog 4. I don't know how to get back into the damn file and repair my error. Sheriff sir, at least PK released the damn hack on my 'making-lines program, as you can see from below! So thanks a lot, Almighty Sarah-Stacey Jehovah Karge Krassle, Sheriff K.J.M., and thanks a lot, DAVE!!!!!!!!!!! YARRRRRR, Patty Hollister. Yeah, it's under me buckin' hat, lovely lady from Gloucester. Watch out for Katharine and Mary-Lee, Aunt Ruth!!!!!!!! For those who may be unaware of all of the nightmarish circumstances involved here; David Roth and I would have many serious talks over a totally fucking 'Ed Snowed In' bugged up telephone, Mister BLUE-NUNNGEN; and he would always joke about that exact song, “Feel Real”, and how as he put it so crudely, Thomas J. Reale of both Ventnor, and Northfield, New Jersey, USA-ESMWG; molested me back when I was fifteen years fucking old, at his home that he sold to the ACMUA waterworks of Atlantic City, on Cornwall Avenue, back in July of 1970. There is a connection and a message, built into every single event in the entire universe and multiverse.











So why do we choose (in our spirit), to explore the various parallel doppelgangers (doubles) of ourselves, in the virtually limitless fifth dimensional hyperspace? To begin here with this, we must still open up a whittle bit of additional foundation, and so we shall, kind peeps and great wonderful Blogaudians!!!!!!!! Yes sir/mahm, allow if ye will, 'THIS DOGTOWNITE', AND

THIS HUMAN-HYBRID, with the Blood type---A neg., and Eye color---green-hazel, to continue along heredahelda, and HERE!,

Miscalculation, and Mister Spellchecker!!!! BUTTTTTTTTT, if I didn't get Paula King that radio, she would take me back to the hotel balcony in the year of 1967, and this time, THROW ME OFF OF IT FOR REALE. Maybe I should have said FBI, or just REAL. Or, hey maybe I should NOT HAVE SAID FBI, to Debbie Harry's friends at ROBIN HILL, back in the spring time of freaking 1981. WOW!






So now we come to more of it; the BIG 'Y' of the 'dream-realms'? Is this series of sleeping visits without reason, and merely happening by random? Well, as the great BRITS would put it, “NOT TAT TALL”! And the very same process of our waking mind supposedly choosing to make a decision to do or not to do, any particular Shakespearean thing; is not one bit different than our spiritual or higher mind, equally acting out a multiverse, literally, of decision processes, that we on the mortal world, mislabel as mere 'dreams'. Every dream that we experience is for us and only us, and it is given to us, BY OUR TRUE SELVES. Allow me to further elaborate and explain this to my great Morians and Blogaudians here.









SOUL MIND VERSES WAKING MIND:



Well people, soul mind explores, fully retains any and all 'non-alligator' items, is a natural super-sleuth, completely knows our absolute truest desires, sends itself when allowed to (while the lower mind is shut down during sleep), into multiple realms of hyperspace so as to better shape our grasp on so-called 'REALITY'.



And yes great people, waking mind always agrees fully with our human sensory perceptions, is extremely easily deceived by waking reality's many confusions, deceptions, and illusions, and does all that it can, whenever it can, to conflict with our truer and higher selves, that are labeled by our Almighty Goddess SSJKK, in Her great and powerful Scriptures; as the Carnal Mind!









This should in multiple ways, make any really thinking person, see how powerful our 'dreaming-life' truly is, as well as how the carnal Earthly/worldly mind, really and truly for the most part, NEVER HAS OUR BEST INTERESTS AT HEART! It could almost become song lyrics, but the powerful nonchrisblumof501-Buttercheese situation here, is anything butTERCHEESE-BUT A SIMPLE SONG, kind folks out heredahelda, and out here as well, MISTER Microsoft Spellchecker, so WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!







You can try and explain and rationalize until your mother fucking teeth turn pinkish brown and it never does one bit of good. Why? Because IN HELL, none of this fucking shit matters in the smallest way, just as THE BIBLE WARNS US ALL, or USED TO;







BEFORE IT BECAME TOO GODDAMN LATE!!!





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