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FOR THE SECOND DECADE BLOG, CHAPTER 005
The
problem with a day as super fucked up as yesterday, is that the blog
that tells the story, misses the details, and only has time to go
straight to the full major main points and events, which is exactly
what happened. I will now fill in a few blanks.
As
you know I went to the repair shop yesterday and had my problems
dealing with the guy who accuses me of intentionally sabotaging my
own expensive machines, someone on a fixed income who needs to have a
video system to pass the time, as what else do I have under this
curse where not a single fucking soul wishes to be associated with me
and treats me like I am the Bubonic cunt sucking plague itself. I
left the shop as I said on the previous blog and bought some ice
cream at the grocery store on the last day of a sale featuring their
own brand, the Publix brand ice cream, which I have grown t be a
major fucking fan of, since trying it in the middle autumn of 2010
when it was being sold super cheap at the place I was working, the
HARVEST, and for the price of one third of the BOGO price. So I tried
one and loved it, and then stuffed my entire huge freezer that I had
up there at the hood-house, with 30 boxes of this, at a cost of 30
dollars, one buck each. This averaged out to be around an 85 dollar
saving, and I had months of enjoyable cheap ice cream to boot. Good
things like this happened a lot to me in 1969, 1980, and 1994. But
all other years, for the most part, forget it, it is just one
horrible day that follows another fucking monstrous wicked day , all
year long.
A
moron fucking child is able to see just by reading this new blog
book, from where it began to present second now; that I have said
things that have gotten me into some major potential trouble with my
dirt bag mother fucking enemies. Ask me if I care, I say, as the shoe
fits, and a spade is a spade and a rose is a rose, with or without
Billy Shakespeare.
I
had forgotten all about picking up my medication that I have needed
to take ever since being put on it in early July somewhere in 1983,
due to the sudden mysterious onslaught of my glandular unknown
condition that Mike Patterson calls, an idiopathic condition, and my
doctor just laughs and acts like a real butt wipe. So I went right by
it and then within one minute time, maybe two, I am near to home, and
this was when the car started to lurch if I gave it some start up gas
at a dead stop from a traffic light and that stupid ass fucking
ENGINE light came on abnd stayed on. It was not until I got home that
I realized, I had forgot about picking up my needed medication, as
only one more day supply remains here as of yesterday, and they were
expecting me in any time to pick it up. So before I went to the
repair shop on my second mother fucking trek out into the sweltering
blistering torrid heat; I first stopped and got my meds at the
WALGREEN PHARMACY, at Ohio Avenue and US Highway #1. When I left, and
this has not happened a lot recently; a loud and very low large
private airplane buzzed me, going right over me at the second I
exited the door of the pharmacy heading towards my vehicle. I had
already been to the local auto supply place that could not help me
and now I am here at Walgreen's, and the enemy watches and has me
under their total surveillance, knowing all the least little details
that I fucking cunt do; as they HAVE NO LIFE OF
THEIR OWN WHATSOEVER OF COURSE, and it's totally pathetic how I am
such an important issue in their meager lowly fart sniffing lives.
Without me to fuck with, they would have to crawl into a whole and
cover it up and quit fucking cunt breathing all together, I'll
guarantee it, Mister George Boxer
Foreman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So
this dirt bag loud low zenithing aerial vehicle goes over me to say,
“HA HA you little shit, we got you good, just as Keisha did with
that awesome powerful arm punch, back in 1999”. What totally
immature little fart sniffers and babies they all are, I actually
feel sorrier than hell for them, next to hating them to the point of
visualizing them cut to pieces by tons of shrapnel, hearing their
screams for miles and hours, and paying them zero fucking mercy, as
they have paid this to me since August 15, 1986, and really, even
before, it merely worsened since this horrible fuckiGN magic date
from the gates of lions and hell fire!!!! Let's start the FUCK-ING
HACKS, guys, what assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But
I accomplished what needed to be done, and got the video machine home
and it is working. The meds are here also and I am all set for August
with that, and see my doctor shortly as well. The car is repaired
along with the DVD-CD-VCR machine, and so far this month of fucking
twat sucking July, I am out $208.00 for these two repairs. I should
not have had to suffer either of these expenses, everybody either
screwed me, such as Radio Shack with their worthless fucking
warranties, or the intentional covert black ops satellite strike on
my electrical sensor switch, in my vehicle. So, I am flat fucking
broke, but I will be getting my Social Security Disability money in
three more days on 08/03/2014, or wait a fucking minute, I could get
it Saturday or possibly as early as Friday, as when the third falls
on a Sunday, as it does this month, they always pay ahead so you are
not out until the fourth. Technically, the more I do a
TWINBAY-ATTITUDE here, folks; I may be able to stock up with some
good food as early as tomorrow, but either way, by Saturday, and
also, my EBT bennies come in on the second, a measly 15 dollars, but
I'll take it for one great reason. It is better than $0.00. So my tea
and crackers will only last for today and possibly tomorrow, and then
I will be able to stock up. I do not need a whole lot. I usually buy
two times monthly and then two times for snacks and other food
staples. This normally totals around $270-$350 total food costs, when
my ice cream is factored in. My rent is 288, my auto insurance is 91,
my phone, internet and cable averages 135. My EBT bennies are 15, and
my disability is 994. So income minus expenses on average months of
the year are currently as follows: 994+15=$1009.00. My car is fully
paid for and mine with clear title, but does have 85,230 miles on it,
a clunker by anyone's definition, and has given me its share of
problems no matter how careful I am to be the little old fucking lady
from Pasadena and drive it very carefully and easily, and staying
current on fluids, belts, oil changes, and other normal maintenance
requirements. So my expenses are merely th eutility, the car
insurance, and the rent, and them the food and then what is left is
the miscellaneous amount to be used on what is absolutely necessary,
and all other money if any, to be saved, which so far, never is
reality. Enemies always fuckiGN see to that fuckiGN shit, good
people, YO! HACK-HACK!!!!!!!!!!!
So
288+135+91 are the average monthly outgo expenses, and total up to an
monthly average of $514.00. So $1009.00-514.00 is what remains for
food and all and any miscellaneous expenses, gasoline, clothing,
anything from shoelaces to a few movies at the Goodwill for 70 cents
each on VHS tape. This comes to income minus outgo being just a few
dollars under 500, and this is not much. Food is expensive in
Florida. 200 bucks if sales are caught for most of the purchases
would allow me to live almost king style, back in Jersey, here, not
so much, but as with anywhere, you need to know where to go to get
what, and when, and it is all one area unlike Jersey, so planning an
errands route and sticking to a list and a budget, and for another
third or around 300, I can pretty much do a month of foods and drinks
and snacks, etcetera. So this leaves a little less than 200 as
miscellaneous monies to play with, an annual $2,400.00. Looks good on
a budget balance sheet, but ask me how much I have managed to mother
fuckiGN save in the past year and a half since my auto loan has been
fully paid off, and I'll answer you, nothing or next to nothing. If I
would just take 100 of that and hide it away, it would be three an da
half grand in just three years. Again, things work great on balance
sheets and budget books. Reality seems to always kick the fuckiGN
shit out of any positive possibility, and Twinbay and I as a result,
will always remain two ships that past in the night, and never the
twain shall meet, as the old nineteenth century expression would
go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fucking
whore JANE WITCH BITCH almost got me, so let me make my filler lines
as I am on page eleven of fucking cock sucking eleven, and do not
need to see her rotten face represented to me in digital fashion.
I
tried calling a few people from where I worked at Harvest, and they
never called me back. They acted as though they were my friend, put
in the end; they were just more assholes. But were they, are they?
This shit with babies left in cars, the way peeps are acting, the way
I get treated as customers, I could make this list longer than the
long fucking arm of the law, folks. It all proves that more is going
on than can be known by looking at surface obvious shit, all subject
to gigantic amounts of built in maya (illusion)! It is like the
universe. They are 40 years from believing in Lawtronics and
Space-Time-Mind. They are slowly creeping towards getting to this
destination, but I did say slowly creeping, no giant leaps, no moon
walks, no fast trips to the future. First, all things have a fixed
length in the three dimensions we all know and live inside of, L, W,
B. But Lawtronics above the time dimension, at the MIND REALM, has a
law that says these lines have these lengths and this is what time
is, literally, and the illusion we never can see any more than we can
ever see Earth's curvature at ground level; is that these lines
eventually bend down on each side under their own weight, loop
around, and slam connect together into perfect endless circles. The
beginning, the ending, all the in-between time, pure illusion. Taking
this to the other side of the coin on understanding cosmic reality
better; as we approach the speed of light in a fast ship, time slows
down and all infinity would pass before you could expend infinite
energy to reach that velocity. As your time slows down with
acceleration, so does the cosmos time. It is fastest running at its
very beginning where cosmologists call it the BIG BANG. It is slowest
at the outer edges of illusion that truly bend back around in all six
opposing directions into itself. The beginning of our universe had
very slow time and what we might perceive as 1X-10, to the 90th
exponent second, would be like a billion years. Concentrically, as
everything races away lawtronically and all the infinity void
dreamers are escaping outward and away into this dream-creation, with
mind energy that cosmologists call DARK ENERGY; simultaneously we all
exist at void infinity beyond the Plank Astral Realm, at absolute
zero dimension. So after enough dream outs, the void itself which is
all that is real, pulls it all back to itself, or the dreams end and
we awaken to the truth of void, only this goes on endlessly as it all
was in a process long before time existed. First there was mind, then
there was nothing, then there was mind realizing it existed in
nothing and nothing could ever be real unless it was dreamed out or
created. So gravity is true mind at the void, pulling its dreamers
back into itself, and cosmologists call this DARK MATTER. MIND AT
VOID IS GRAVITY or attraction force. MIND ESCAPING OUT INTO DREAMS is
what is endlessly accelerating and expanding the space-time-mind
fabric. But as it happens faster and faster, time eventually will
slow down, and it will take forever for the expansion to cause the
universe to go into a freeze or an endless expansion, as the line is
fixed above time, with a start and a stop, and the lawtrons in the
seventh dimension bend that line down and around on each end, via
dreamers and mind, so the space and the time is a huge trickster that
fools all the great minds endlessly, or maybe not. Part of the magic
of Earth is that there are more than a million perfect balances that
all needed to be balanced to a razors edge, each and every one. How
can a million things be that perfect, unless an intelligence, the
LAWTRON, is doing this? Then comes something that goes over the minds
of the greatest in cosmology. Why do humans here on Earth, a planet
about just less than 25000 miles in circumference, all have a
conscious mind awareness to little time pieces or instants that are
about 400 give or take a few, each minute? Why also is the universal
speed of light able to go around this 25,000 mile world in the very
same velocity, about 400 times around the planet, each and every
minute, matching our mental consciousness and awareness to this
reflection of time, the photon, or LIGHT? This is all a Lawtronic
program of a sort. These laws are why all things are what they are
all over the fifth dimensional multiverse, and why my life is the way
it is too. I may hate it and curse about it morning and night, but
that is tough shit for me. So it does not matter whether we are in
the forward or the reverse cycle where things are closing up or
blowing out. The reason it is expanding faster is because the
explosion has a lot more to go, and as it goes, it will work like
disinflation in the world of capitalism. Gradually it will slowly
stop expanding faster. Then much further yet down the road; it will
start a slow crawling reversal, but none of us will ever ever see
reversals nor will we see absolute points. We exist in our smaller
lines inside the larger line of cosmos. If we were seeing either
direction start to get to where it would be dangerous, time would run
slower and slower and slower for us endlessly, while we would not
notice it. The illusion would be the reversal and change in cosmic
expansion or contraction. It all loops around, and the illusion is
too strong to ever be observed. The real mind blow is that in either
direction, it is expanding out, as this is who we are, explorers
dreaming out of the void. So in either direction, our relative
perspective and viewpoint to reality surrounding us, is that things
are getting larger and that it is happening faster, but eventually,
if our lines were anywhere near long enough to be in a ratio with the
line lengths of cosmos, it would appear to slow down and down and
down, as cosmic time would be changing, producing that illusion. Just
as light speed works on human travelers aboard a space ship, so does
the vessel of the universe work in very similar manner. What we think
was the first 5 minutes of time after the Big Bang, was billions of
years the way we would feel time, should we be able to exist in that
primordial soup of unfathomable temperature and pressure, which is
not possible, physically. But at the plank level, in-between the void
infinity and the physical hyperspace that comes into play,lays the
great Astral Plane, where first Lawtronics works its magic, and then
MIND forms to go on to create space-time, by a powerful lawtronic
program that as I said, could no way be a coincidence of a million
razor slice perfect balances so that we are all here and alive and
living on Earth in 2014. 40 years ago, I was where these guys are
now, and peeps were laughing. 40 years from now, they will be where I
am now, hopefully, and I hopefully will have left this veil of tears,
physically, as this dream for me has totally fucking sucked, at light
speed squared!
Just
because my walls are not filled with degrees, they won't hear a word
I say. That is true ignorance, not my lack of college degrees!
I
will be known for that statement in 1,000 years, I promise you this;
Julia White and Julia Roberts.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I plan to leave this area and will not be divulging my exact plans to
a soul. I trust nobody at all!
JULY
31, 2014,
THURSDAY
MORNING AT 9:00,
HERE
IN FORT PIERCE, FLORIDA,
CURRENT
TEMPERATURE,82 DEGREES FNHT.
82
FEELING BLUE, HOW 'BOUT YOU BOO?
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